Ever feel like you're on a merry-go-round? Like, ok this is it; my life is going to change from this day forward and then boom! Out of nowhere, you are back (despite all your best efforts) to square one. I know this scenario all too well, I am a go-getter. If I say it and put my mind to it I do it. So why could I not seem to move past this obstacle? I am generally a positive outlook, glass half full type of person but, I began slipping into this dark place where I didn't even recognize myself. I was feeling anxious, jealous, resentful and out of control. But this was a situation that I had no control over, I had to surrender it for my own sake. I did not realize that I was the cause of my own pain. Because every time things did not go the way I planned, I was flat on my back again.
I took a step back and decided that I had to change my life and only I could do that, what I did not realize is that the change started in my mind. So I poured myself into counseling, books, life coaching, etc. You name it I probably tried it. And somewhere along the way with everything I was doing something clicked and I began seeing the connection my mind had on my outcome. Instead of just speaking positively I went after something bigger. FAITH. The process of believing in something unknown is not foreign to me but I never really had to put it into practice. Then I took it a step further and began to feel the thing I believed. But, when I made up my mind to change my thought pattern it began to change my life. I made myself available to mind-blowing possibilities.
“And instead of just speaking positively I went after something bigger. FAITH.”
This blog was birthed from this new awakening. I have spent years trying to find my purpose. I have accomplished both a B.A. and an M.A. I worked for public and private sectors but none of those things completely fulfilled me. Sure, it placated me for the moment but when that was done, I was left bored and feeling stuck. Don't get me wrong I don't have it all figured out but I am excited to get off the merry-go-round! And so this new found purpose has led me to create this blog to share, listen and create a community of people dead set on finding and fulfilling their passion and purpose. I look forward to enjoying this ride with you!
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